I’ve received today this email that has brought me old memories. It’s been sent by a girl I met in India many years ago and whom I haven’t seen for years. She writes from America where she now lives, and this is what she says:
“I was home last night, reading our local Directory of Gujarati people in Columbus. Together with names and data they print also some nice articles in it, and I was reading one of them. The name of the article was Sapaati priya (Fondness of surfaces). When I was reading it, I felt some kind of familiarity, though I didn’t know that you had written that article. The whole time I felt some connection. At the end when I turned the page and saw the name of the writer of the article: ‘Father Vallés’. I told myself, no wonder, I knew, my heart felt it. Isn't that something? I had to let you know that. It is 11:37 pm and I have to get up early for work tomorrow, I will talk to you later.
Love, Rupa.
A letter like that gladdens a writer’s heart. She recognises my style. She somehow connects not knowing why. Her heart knows. She discovers the name at the end. And she tells me. Blessed the day in which I wrote that article. The style is the man, say the French.
I myself had forgotten about that article. I have looked it up in an anthology of my Gujarati writings of twelve years ago from where someone in Columbus had taken it to reprint it without telling me any thing as is usually the case. “Fondness of surfaces.” I translate a paragraph.
“We are all superficial. We read a little, we understand a little, we know a little, we do a little. A little. Something has to be done, but the least of it the better. Nothing deep. Or, better, deep into the surface. No complaints. Here is the quotation, here is the date, here is the paper that says it. But nothing more. Superficial, trivial, frivolous. Never deep, serious, complete.
When we were beginning the second course of the paper on Statics and Dynamics in Madras University, which was a continuation of the previous year’s course, the teacher, Shri Narayanam, asked us: “What did you learn last year about this subject?” We answered him: “Something about everything.” He retorted: “I wish you knew everything about something.” The lesson stuck with me. More practical than the whole course on Statics and Dynamics we later learned. (Shri Narayanam was a great teacher.)
He who digs a little in many places will get no water. Experts on surfaces. No well.”
You’ve made me happy, Rupa.